I know how it feels To watch your world change Can you not Can you not hold me down anymore Lets not hold on to those memories

This world around him so combative Nobody cares if you come broken Things can be restored So much laughter as the ground beneath them crumbles Obscured madness from a storyteller My endeavor Now or whenever Seeing farther from what the eye can measure Like a feather we venture what does it ever teach us I'm sure hoping for a cure from this hypnosis But that's far ahead from our perception tear coper We all asking for a ending non-painless Other creatures mated some waited The thought of aging fenced confinement's I'll be lying if I never questioned What's the point in me trying Who would've known something grew from that distortion Two lovers behind them produced two traces With each other Enough was spoken when it's time to show it Suppose this rose can be the symbol of this moment Is this the purpose to live on, It grew fighter in him The common man In this expansive land Behind splintered doors Intertwined with emotions Can be the coldest when you leave it open Or too conflicted to admit we all enlightened by this scenery My Decisions or objectives Is to accept what I'm blessed with And not let it become my obsession As I digress from this society I finally see why I'm painfully invested in this frequency To be the reason why we craving the affection Not a misconception That a life without a mic can be any better As if a life without a mic can be any better As if a life without a mic can be any better Behind them cameras niggas posing for that talent Know that rap shit got you hazy on the rope gripping You need a chamberlain for my service More than that I need a stack inside your wallet missing No need for your point to put in If I'm not eating what you calling breaking bread When they handed me the shortest stick of payment So I stole the riches I been relinquished by the forces of my calling from my inner war False accusations raided senseless with them AR's Half those gone settle 9 to 5 until it pay off My pop was working 6 to 6, six days and just got laid off Son of a felon Im shook in 06 Unleash the Vessel, Coast the Ocean With my lips against the pre roll in a bon voyage Fuck a broken bond I seen some niggas play switch up and acting clueless Including those inside your entourage Somewhat hopeless in the middle of the saltiest waters In other words I felt defeated Its not over till I'm under Feel like ayers I been searching The land I once escaped my love was waiting from a beacon A fecund of affection I was given for my hustle Regressing towards the light I close my eyes and learned this darkness wouldn't last forever Came too far to stop I feel like Buddy Caldwell In my final fair wells I know the world behind me changed because I watched it go by Still I won't stop you, I know something out there needs you More than I cherish reasons why Money ain't a thang Bread and the cheese got it stretching on my fleece But what came with it gotchu damaged But what came with it gotchu damaged

Do I seem up now Cuz It's been months since I hadn't felt hopeless Are you listening Am I meant for this Cuz I seem up now But I feel hopeless Am I meant for this Do I seem up now Cuz it's been months since I hadn't felt hopeless Are you listening? Lights been gleaming from the sun Looking gorgeous as it should Tell yo bitch I said wassup And she told me not to leave I was fine with losing hope Everything I love will leave Draw my notes for closure now Lily pad I float for hours Street lights gleam I know I know Road rage driving on my own Crashed into my only home Still don't feel a fucking thing I don't care to understand Miserable and sober now You just hope I make it last You gone always fall for that Water breaking through my glass I won't panic I'll just smile Let my seatbelt get some air All I know is what I know Are you listening? What I know What I know

Every penny I spent on the mile Became accustomed to the shortage Amongst my passion and the debt I paid for music Darling can't you see I seek not by the treat For honesty We must learn to let this bypass Doused in the Frailties of my pain Its insane but I cant wait until this pays off And shown through the vices of my sacrifices Cries from the eve of my crises Drawn by the Stencil to my muse Until it's proven My depiction never tenses the intent behind this brushwork I immersed sketches in my mind, Daisy colored Blurs Shaded imperfections we star gazed and kept Cryptic It could be worse on my road for solitude I found some room to keep me driven Darling can't you see I love you too but don't detach me from my dreams Darling cant you see I love you too but don't detach me from my dreams Never thought of considering any hindering path That could answer our departure Darling can't you see I'm out of options so I'm pilling up the tab Even if my balance was unfitted for the purchase Tailored all my phrases, glimpses of rage Plagued by my loneliness It hardened my faith So what's the use in reading off the receipts When I return your the product that I seek Still it caused us much distinction The distresses of my torment Left me hanging on a string Why should I compensate or rush For My Love to be unsure of To even bare her The drain is needless Yet I'm falling for this cherub Heavenly father Between the dash I only sacrificed my all To see the progress of a fools tail Emotions trapped beyond the battlefronts Upon my pinnacle of dreams when I have it By any means this life with you could set us free Portrayed a future from this view I stick the landing Understanding what I'm planting for Damned by the courts And If I die how will my mother be insured of my love If I'm judged before the knocks on the wood So much peace misunderstood Darling can't you see I love you too but don't detach me from my dreams

The options slim aint it Jim? What's a food desert When big businesses raiding a preference? Separate From the side where the money be Versus where the money look perplexing Precious ain't it? Niggas lost or angry, full range aimless Lands getting tainted on the same block Churches and the corner stores Looking all faceless where theres no changes huh, but I'm still waiting Steady pacing my over use of awareness to the trauma around me Not as easy to perceive until I found me Believing in thyself or else I fall in failure My abyss was letting those that came before down before I make it Grounded to the game I built might save it Till I'm able to give back for all the people that perceived me as the one The day I make it passed through the confinements of my home I hope the road awards me strength An increase to leave a mark on the tree my seed will breath upon As the days continue in a pawn I only know my futures destined with my hands in motion Towards the day of dawn With my options slim Composing missing pieces that left me hopeless in moving forward Bottled up aggression, I let it leak on this muddy path Understand or reasoned with propaganda Only when I'm focused on the motive Don't introduce me to different plans I speak my truth with these empty palms All those broken kisses was momentary to leave you torn Stuck between a purpose and grasping closure, my sorrow been Feeding off discomfort despite I'm always in tact with my self agreements I'm growing Spark the spliff when it's pouring My ethic making me restless This process always reborn Questioned letters in ink and you said I only can dream It's not as deep as it seems, when the path I take is belief Every morning we get up and take these chances yah see? I'm over thinking these answers These fences rusted I love it The music me bringing me closer I ventured down on occasions When no one said they can save me Money problems I'm facing just put my time in a rush I never mentioned yah presence We leave Yah shit In the dust When you In open arms

It got no better for me Adjourn me on this journey  At a point I was leveled headed Now I see my baby going a new direction The separation left me lost and now it's you to save it You said "Im deserving in whatever I'm observing" If I really am you'll never leave me Inside the longest drive I'm taking back home This time alone without no closure Trying to seize the moment feeling free but Besides I question if you hoping I arrive again But I refilled the satisfactory Painting every canvas Burned the candle with my doobie Whatever happened to me? I fear the pain tomorrow Thinking how my granny passed Intake the smoke and wonder If this money got a price as good as everything I lost My family first Beyond the numbers and the blessings I'm receiving naming every flower Until the one that matches your name A better look when you beside me in my campaign I lost my Brodie reek in silence Now a candle lighting Below the gods I'm on my knees trying to wave the violence I found the strength In every song I wrote was possible Black is power I'm Unstoppable and possibly a dream… Inside of a dreamer Surpassing those who leaving me for good Weather if you need me in your life or not I'll make a away And If you can't relate I pray that everyday that you awake Is better than mine So sublime you call your baby and you tell them you love em All the time Before we reach the hardest part in saying goodbye I hate the thought that you can find someone else I checked on you, you checked on me Now I'm spending all this quality to fund myself Restore what's left however I was needed Reminding myself of the day it got no better The bone Collector The way you always bringing us together Damn Why I should cherish every time That you astonished by my smallest efforts A failed semester without you It would've got no better It would've got no better

So many faces, Eyes decaying Wax on the walls but what am I painting Walking for hours My life is a beach like the sand in my shoes From letting you choose Ignoring whats right and saying I think Cause and effect and saying I do Caught in the silence I don't want to blink Tainted compassion in 182 Keeping it cool, I think imma lose Gripping my jeans with nothing to prove Spreading more love, need to conduce Loosing myself but the peace cut loose Mouth kinda tense from the free served Shrooms Dilated iris like the Big Bang, boom! Tea running low want to lean towards you Anime flick with a girl called boo If this don't clink then we both won't last Light lit green but you still might crash Park bench view in a three piece suit Three days past and I still want war Eyes on the prize where the rain don't pour Everything aligned but we still want more Momma said better days better days Gas smoke meditate meditate Iron to the crease trying to fix that jazz Rimshot hits gotta roll like Face in the sink no mirror talk, sigh Sticks in the peace can't do no crime Dreamed a lot of things but I need more loot So moral of the story gotta stick like glue Talk yo shit, if you need more boost We all gonna die, so I know I won't lose Same old tricks like drool Same ol clique like crew I don't want to loose my step Leaves from the fall in the pool Identity stay on my mind The blood on me pink in my eyes Conversing in muddy reflections Decaying in passion aggression The reason I'm speaking the message My feelings asleep, I'm a mess So I signal a dock in a text I'm praying it works for the best Engine been burning minimum damage Hanging like branches changing my stances Friends silent till nobody dancing Looking for closure but nobody answered So many choices, conversations, need to be compensated Broke as a joke, I think imma cleanse Pinning this thought in anguish Primitive friends been aging Drinking more water, far from fainting Sixteen sipping with Jamis Mad at the past Same shit that made us Patiently pacing, fourth in mazes Putting my Dominos back in formation Get out my space you alarming karma, Loosing the noose and free yah conscious So many faces, eyes decaying Wax on the walls but what am I painting Walking for hours My life is a beach like the sand in my shoes From letting you choose So many faces, eyes decaying Wax on the walls but what am I painting Walking for hours My life is a beach like the sand in my shoes From letting you So many faces, eyes decaying Wax on the walls but what am I painting Walking for hours My life is a beach like the sand in my shoes From letting you Breathes

A leap of faith without a plan b This inner decision makes my stomach toss and turn My body free falling Immersed in the worst shape of my endurance Will this ever end Remember fathers reaction when I was walking in With no excuses to my past ups and downs Whatever comes around Might never show its face again It all depends, I lost my lover and some close amends I hate the fact that it is what it is Seek my location god Can you send me a blessing inside this damnation of sin I almost lost my life and thought you couldn't wait a bit prove me wrong I need a chance to see my son or daughter meet my moms We paid the bond and passed the toll and you can take it any second any random conclusion I know I'm worthy Cuz my people need me more than I wanted to mention Theres not a god or a body that can tell me different Skin pinching Eye opening realizations I'm only one soul inside a vast civilization Of my brothers keeper, I need yah Tears from the believer or a deceiver weeping State of the vapor Drenched paper from these words Don't you promise me a future and leave me inside This deranged world Already complicated bitting the bullet Inside the smoke it burned the footage To recover or move on, I know I shouldn't It only brung me misery To know that things will never be the same I play this game of madness Closing in on all of have like a empty cabinet when I'm cashing in All I have in this damnation of sin I almost lost my life and thought you couldn't wait a bit You proved me wrong that nothing last to reach my satisfaction I hate to miss But now its time for me to wait a bit Oooo Ahhhh Ooo ooo ooo ooo Aya oya foryah luh Aya oya foryah luh Aya oya foryah luh Aya oya foryah luh Aya oya foryah luh

Forest gray stretched skies Exactly where my mind is hiding Will somebody notice this distressed signal on a Friday? Apart of my reflection I'm still looking for a star to gauge But not as good as I been dreaming Occurred to me while imagining my golden age I seize the day for those uncertainties My only meaning for living was love Adjusted day to day for comfort Still I wager my life to say I had enough Through all the doubts when I was feeble I was tired of people Swaying from population trough isolation If not mistaken I was craving on the days on Damen Uh, Fuck if I'm famous Working as a catalyst people was rallying Upon this pinnacle from here I only seek to fathom What's retrievable Ive seen the strangest of behaviors change beautiful faces Intaking toxins like my family's traces Among our differences was non disclosed Or a broken code The unstated was freighted When I'm amazingly faded as such What's your intentions, need a favor? Stop slipping in my life too quick I need some strength You got me heavily conflicted by the lack of your communication With extra time to invest all this stress in a room so silent Its your choice if you fight it or find it unlikely Through the phases of melee I still accommodate a hand of daises For my baby I will sacrifice the pay to make it Reliving out the days when I was acting right Beginning everyday in question why she not in sight Scanning the parameters Forever roaming in the green away casualties yet You still fell for that amateur? Fulfill your fantasy leave me I'm still traveler To learn from every chapter I'm putting my mind to You'll know the streets when the time is right And see what really deprived you As I allude the future For my success when shit really neutral My main distraction from the causes of the media awfully tedious How come your love made it easier? Glimpses of error in our apparel Through the careless of traits As we rouletted the revolver lets see what it takes Without a question I was going first A short percentage of us living in that matrimony Is what I'll say if I had it on me For now, I'm only taking what is tangible Filled with such enlightenment and planning through understanding truth Here's my proof so what you want to do? Visions of Malibu scattered the truth I was caught in my youth I wanted you Cant be surrounded by the shortest of intentions spans so intensive Im only lucky for a family so relentless The day I needed an extra ear you was dutiful As all things serve the beam Halo gleam can be so beautiful

It ain't that easy You make it so hard to please It ain't that easy I think the world here don't want me around Supposed to be deceased, look at me now Smoking in my solitude, peace And hybrid weed transport me up where I feel no need To look at my phone Only lost faces turned into stone Im out west like a dojo master Grandma at the door said turn that down some Momma upstairs don't you turn that down son When you surrounded by love I know god got us Exactly why my faith only works with patience Pops was in the pin when I was pinned with some bad blood Pops showed me strength with no demonstrations But at the time I was hurting, starving Doing every gig that I can, shit Anything for a paycheck Motivation downward on the days I got paid less cuz it aint that easy You make it so hard to please It ain't that easy Looking for a queen like checkerboard pieces I was at the gig pigs arrived in a hurry Met me a girl now she don't need me Flipped the board, broking down, so damn deeply I needed space, deleted everything to cope inside My brodie almost died now he see both sides traumatized cuz I hate goodbyes Remember Bennie was a leo lion Yo Chaseton this the demo for now Uncle Jason know you awfully proud Remember moms we got the same damn smile Yo pops I know you like this sound, huh No malice or a sample found but It ain't that easy It ain't that easy It ain't that easy It ain't that easy

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